Remembering LaMarr Wilson

As odd as it may be to say this sentence out loud, I've been on YouTube for about 20 years now. It'll be exactly 20 years in March, so it's pretty safe to say I've been around since the birth of the platform and seen it change from a place to put random clips to a place that was the world's public access channel to the biggest streaming platform in the world.

(I get the feeling you're going to see people try to claim Netflix is the biggest streamer in the coming months for regulatory reasons and a major media deal, but that's untrue, and I'm not going to talk about that today)

 I never really put much on the platform aside from a few clips because I'm really not much of a video entertainer. I tend to write. I think I'm pretty good at that. That said, I've been entertained throughout the decades on YouTube, and there were four brothers I've always followed there:

Daym Drops for food stuff, Dashie for games, Andre "BlackNerdComedy" who proudly wore his Black nerdiness as a badge, and LaMarr Wilson for tech geekiness. 

There are so many other guys and ladies I follow that fit that mold, but these brothers resonated with me the most. They're around my age (I'll be 48 in about a month, lord willing), so they were completely from my generation and experienced the same world experiences they've seen. 

The idea of just seeing a bunch of brothers who didn't adhere to the media and societal ideals of what Blackness is supposed to be definitely piqued my interests over the decades. These guys never shied or shunned from their Blackness, and you could tell they fully and unashamedly embraced it. Believe me, after feeling like an outcast and a weirdo all of my life, many of you folks don't know how cathartic and empowering it is seeing that so prominently on a platform as prominent as YouTube even though at times, YouTube tends to ignore and obscure their contributions, especially when they used to celebrate the platform publicly.

So, after hearing about LaMarr's passing today... I'm numb. I'm heartbroken. Hearing about the circumstances of his passing broke my spirit as well. And for somebody who tends to talk a lot albeit on the printed page, I have no words. I've never met the man. I don't know his story behind the screen. All I know is the jovial good-natured tech guy who showed off things he loved and was into who was beloved by so many people. And you could tell that through the energy LaMarr showed off in every video and short. Every video he made was made with love, and the fact he's no longer here saddens me. The world feels a lot less funny and entertaining. 

Condolences to LaMarr and everybody who knew him personally and everyone who loved his work.

I know this time of year is stressful for many of us, but do take the time to check in with your loved ones and the people you care about from time to time to see how they're doing. It may seem a little cliche to say this, but even a simple message could brighten someone's day. Empathy is a wonderful thing, and don't let heartless people who only care about themselves tell you otherwise.

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